Sometimes I just feel my time of finding that someone special is over.
I just feel so defeated at times when I just think of the whole chore of dating, especially blind dates which freaks me out the most.
I’ve literally stopped dating ever since since … these days I’m just keeping myself busy with work and my hobbies.
I wish I could skip all the awkward first dates, the uncomfortable silences, the awful sex, and just skip right straight away to procreation.
I love kids, and the longing grew stronger ever since I hit my 30’s.
I wouldn’t mind living my life all alone; I’m fine with that actually. But I do want a family of my own.
The more I look at babies; this paternal instinct of mine just kicks in.
Cuteness … Big sister and baby brother
Even if my lofty wish was fulfilled, it wouldn’t be fair to the mother eh; she will be nothing more than being the biological surrogate mother. I wouldn’t love her.
But to a certain extend it would be a fair ‘trade’ so to say if perhaps there’s some woman out there who feels the same way, and has similar needs as I do, which is to have a baby of our own.
Any takers? …
I don’t think there’s such a surrogacy program in Singapore to my knowledge.
I have however read those “Rent-A-Womb” scheme from India or China, but I don’t know how reliable it is. But to me that sounds savagely, and exploitation of these poor women.
Cuteness … Mariah Gets A Sister. Mariah talks about her experience traveling to Bangalore, India to bring her adopted sister home.
Of course my other option legally is through adoption, and from what I’ve researched single parent applying for such have to go through a very stringent process.
Well whatever my future holds, I pray I’ll be blessed. I want a little Princess or Sha Junior for me to pamper.
