My love life is very much messed up these days.
I don’t think I really have one in fact, other than the fact of the on-off status I have with it currently. After going through a couple of dates with enthusiasm, I’ll swear not to go on any after the ones I went out with, didn’t muster up to my expectations.
The ritual of dating that is spent all our young lives to find that someone to love and make us complete has just become of a ‘chore’ for me these days. I just wish there was a dispenser machine for babies and wife.
I just can’t bear the recurring heartbreak and unfulfilled hope, but then again the thought of somewhere out there is someone who is ‘perfect’ for me and someone who might be searching for me herself, that’s what kept me going still.
I would say that dating, in a way, is similar to a marriage. Dating idiots, assholes, bitches, whatever…the millions of times your tolerances are tried and tested are all worth it, because finally when do you find that special someone and settle down, life will never be without trials and tribulations. And when the babies come, your tolerance and patience will be tested in a million more ways. Needless to say, everything will be worth it in the end, but the training ground’s definitely not a breeze. Hang in there. *hugs*
I’m this close to sign up to a dating agency, haha … but yeah I’ll hang in there
Well as for babies, I won’t know what to expect but its in my plans. Thanks for the tip :)