Dun forget to come down ok people to support
The Lonely Runner and the Tsunami hit countries to rebuild whateva life they had previously to normalcy.
Come tonight Friday or tom Saturday
—–Start of Bitching by Sha—–
Ya know what, I’m feeling depressed and kinda low now.
Not to the point to breakdown of course … yet.
The source for my woes are my school workload which has been affecting my Track, work and social life.
Yes i know studies has to be first on my priority list and other stuff will just have to fit in but then again, the many modules NTU asked of its students to take, are really overloading me as at the end of the day I’m totally spent, mentally and physically exhausted to do anything else.
I’m trying hard, harder than ever in my academic years but it seems I’m always playing catch-up in school.
I’m one of the old school pupil that needs a lot of time and patience to get studies concept into my aging head.
I failed 3 modules last semester and people kept telling me its pretty normal to tapau few subjects in NTU.
Luckily I wasn’t on Academic Probation or Warning as I passed more than 60% of my overall subjects taken.
But this really got me worried as I’m wondering if I’m able to cope with everything.
I’ve read a recent forum thread an NTU girl from civil engineering who got kicked out of school after several Academic Probation.
Bleah scary sia …Alf my track fren did asked me, how i was coping. I couldn’t really answer him.
I just shrugged my shoulder and smiled at him.
How do you actually define cope? …
Trackwise I’m not doing well. Ever since I started training alone due to my busy sch timetable, my form has dipped.
Yesterday’s time trial was abysmal by my standard …
Workwise, well i can’t really say much, I’ve got to do it to get makan money …
Studywise, I’m way way behind everyone. I’ve to resort to copy solutions from my old poly mates as I’m totally buggered to how actually solve the problem …
Lovewise, I’ve yet to see Dear in 3 weeks!
Aiya I really miss her
So the above only reinstate that I’m not coping well. I guess Ill just have to try harder
—–End of Bitching by Sha—–
Recently i joined my old ex’s team to join Poly50 under Alumni category.
It was fun. We won 1st and even broke the record
