Tired of the Infighting & Childishness

Sha May 15, 2003 0

Oh man i strained my hamstring during Wednesday workout.

The biarticulate hamstring muscles region where if i were to run and impact the muscle, i would feel the pain surging through my hamstring.

Yesterday training i had to cut 1-set lesser as I’m afraid to aggravate it. This sucks. I’m still feeling it now

Wow! … Again i would like to whine about work. The place I’m working at, is exploiting me man! I mean I get work attachments to gain industry knowledge, not to learn how to be an operator and become a 2nd class worker!!

I was required to be multi-tasked in manual work from 8am to 6pm … its blardy tough work!

What I’m doing is not in any way related to the scope of things i learned in polytechnic like robotics, industry machine automation, other fancy modules .. being reduced to doing taking/rearranging boxes or drilling plastics the whole day

What else can i do, i can’t complain as i need the GRADE to pass this module and when i talked to my job Liaison Officer from Singapore Poly .. such complaints are fallen on deaf ears by the admin side.

My only solace is to write it down here …I don’t mind doing such manual work but theres no incentive in doing so. The pay is not even 1/3 of what the full-time operator are paid!

And they’re doing less job than few of us students attached there …The admin people there are such snob. I did manage to make friends with the janitor and few friendly operator.

Most are either Malaysians or China people on work permit. They too are receiving low pay at such long shift hours

Hmmm .. lets proceed to other topics instead. This is depressing

I just changed my handphone cover today. Its the old Nokia 3310. Yeah very old. I dun intend to change it as it has served me well and covers all my basic needs, to sms and call.

Simple boy with a simple phone .. The cover i changed contained neoprints of some really nostalgic pics. One is of my old track mates and the other my ex-gf. The earlier pics depicts of our happier times when we were together.

You can say “The old school”. The initial members of Track United. We were known as United Runners then. As time passes by, each one by one dropped out, some have commitments and obligations, some just left with no reason, some just disappointed me.

Those who stayed with the club, were closer than ever. The other neoprint is my ex partner. I don’t know why her neoprint is still on my hp.

I guess i like her pic being there. We’re not even friends now or on speaking terms. I did try to speak to her before but i get the impression that she doesn’t want my presence .. sigh

I’m pretty nostalgic person i guess, dwelling on such notions that they will comeback and reminiscing the old day. I’ve waited and hoped for so long.

But now I feel its time for me to move on, a fresh new start though I cant deny that I feel a tinge of sadness now

Below is a test result from an online personality test i did. Theres truth to it to most of what is analyzed of me

Your Existing Situation

Sensuous. Inclined to luxuriate in things which gI’ve gratification to the senses, but rejects anything tasteless, vulgar, or coarse. Your Stress Sources Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which he imposes of himself or by his own choice and decision.

Your Restrained Characteristics

Feels he is receiving less than his share, but that he will have to conform and make the best of his situation. Has high emotional demands and is willing to involve himself in a close relationship, but not with any great depth of feeling. Feels rather isolated and alone, but is too reserved to allow himself to form deep attachments. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.

Your Desired objective

Seeks success, stimulation, and a life full of experience. Wants to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt, to win, and to lI’ve intensely. Likes contacts with others and is enthusiastic by nature. receptive to anything new, modern, or intriguing; has many interests and wants to expand his fields of activity. Optimistic about the future.

Your Actual Problem

Fights against restriction or limitation, and insists on developing freely as a result of his own efforts

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