2 exam papers done, 2 more to go.
I had my Industrial Engineering paper. Woohoo! So far so good. All what i had revised came out.
Though i counted theres 15-20 marks of unsureness for todays paper. I know how to do the topic but unsure if it is applied correctly.
Next is Circuit Theory then Maths paper last .. After that its PARTY TIME! I guess each person perceive and handle exams differently. For me i just hate it.
It will disrupt my training, spoil my mood, loss of appetite and i get anxious! Really anxious. I really worry too much like worrying over if i covered the right topic, or did i finish that past year exam paper.
I get stomach upset during this time of the year … always! Not those normal stomach upset, the kind that u need to go to toilet to relieve of kind .. but the worrying type of stomach upset, the not-so good feeling .. sian but what to do but endure.
Managed to get some training today at Woodlands Stadium. Did some 300m. The lactic is a killer. Its a love and hate kind of thing.
I luv to run but i have to endure the lactic acid that comes with it .. part of the package i guess
Last Saturday i went to train at Kallang Stadium.
I love training there but if theres one thing i hate, its the showering time. Its has particularly more “gays”.
I usually train there with friends but that day i went alone as i had exams and had to train alone. Usually i would ask Rusdyi to wait for me to finish up showering as I’m freaking scared to be left alone in the toilet .. haha
I’ve nothing against gays, most of them are ok but some the way they look at me, very uncomfortable lah. I’m sure it has happened to some of you.
Well that particular day, i was in the shower room unpacking my toiletries. I placed my stuff at the corner end of the long bench and nearby me was this “ang moh” (Caucasian guy) who was there earlier than me.
One by one, a person went off, the toilet became empty and left only me and the “ang moh”.
Then came this Chinese dude. He squeezed in between me and the “ang moh” to place his stuff. I mean the bench is particularly long and theres many space on the other side of the bench. This is weird i thought.
I looked at the “ang moh” and the “ang moh” looked at me. Both of us puzzled.
He just sat there on the bench, looking around … erm espiecally at me. I was already bare bodied and about to strip naked to bath. I dun want to make a scene .. i could say “what r u looking at!@#” but i just dun have the mood that day coz of the being “shot down” thingie.
Read my previous post.
I moved behind a wall and stripped down and quickly shower. I usually shower with the door open to view my item from being stolen but the dude was looking at me up and down.
I made an exception today and closed the door today.
I came out of the showerroom hoping the dude is not there anymore .. but alas, he’s still sitting down, with a stupid grin on his face … luckily the “ang moh” is still around. If not ill be freaked.
I quickly changed into my bermudas when the “ang moh” decided to make his move .. Aiyo yo left me and the dude only … Yikes!
The dude decide to get into the shower and bath. I try not to make eye contact all the time, feeling really uncomfortable all the while. He was showering with the door open and while showering he was still looking at me as i observed when i turned.
I contemplated to move my stuff but decided not to as I’m finishing soon.
As i moved off he gave me a stupid smirk .. eeeeyyywww. I took off like a cheetah with its tail on fire … haha
Check out the lyrics by Joey Mcintyre singing “Stay the Same”.
Joey is from the old school 80s group NKOTB.
I always hear this song to bright up my day if I’m down or need some self belief
[Chorus]
Don’t you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don’t you ever say you don’t like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you’re better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same, cuz there’s nothin bout you I would change.
[Verse]
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don’t be afraid if you’ve got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.
[Bridge]Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do
