Well most of the time I may look the part, but inside of me, I’m so totally rattling in my bones. I’m like a broken switch at times. I could lead a group of a hundred into doing an activity but falter with a one-on-one session.
I’m still working on it of course and deep down I’ve gone a long way since my ‘battle’ with my own personal self-esteem and outlook on life
I was never the happiest kid around when I was young. I try to lah and making the best of with what I had or provided with. I’m always in my own world, contented with my imaginary ‘playground’
I’m not surprised I was reading a magazine passage once, of being an introvert and LOL damnit, I realised that I just described myself, haha
But being an introvert, extrovert or otherwise, the main importance in life is leading a life of purpose. Some people lead their whole life not fully comprehending their true calling in life, growing ‘old’ bitter and mean … I don’t wish to be that
So to be in the position of feeling confident which would mean the need to confront my biggest fear head-on, well I’m up for it then. Life is meant to be life changing and anything less, that would be a lie
