Tragic

I’ve always had dreams that’s will manifest into reality. When it really does, I would always be amazed at my own so called ‘hidden’ power feat.

Don’t ask me how I did it, or bug me for any 4D Toto numbers. It’s not like I asked for the dream to happen, or told myself before dozing off of the topic at hand to dream about, it doesn’t work that way lah.

It just sort of happens.

Anyway the dream is kinda vague itself. I’ll remember bits and parts of it, nothing concrete, but a general idea of what the dream is about.

I tried once to place paper and pencil beside me, so if any dreams were to happen, I would immediately write it upon being awoken by it.

To my dismay, the next morning, when I try to understand what I’ve wrote, it’s all scribble and made no sense at all.

Jung said dreams are messages from this collective unconscious to our conscious. Sigmund Freud himself said that the interpretation of dreams is the royal road to a knowledge of the unconscious activities of the mind.

Scientists on the other hand have found that most of us at least have an average of 64 minutes of dream-time per continuous sleep. They’ve also found dreams are a sign of mental, emotional and physical distress.

If you’re tossing and turning, that doesn’t means you’re having a dream. Scientists found that nine out of ten people, their bodies lay motionless when they’re in a dream state.

Interesting hur. Anyway back to my own dreams. Well I’ve this recurring dream that I’ll die a tragic death. As morbid as this may sound, I’m ready for it. I mean death comes knocking on everyone’s door, no matter what ever precautions they’ve taken.

When it’s your time, it’s your time.

The only thing I can do is live my life as how I see fit, with no regrets, gun blazing, and walking into the sunset as much as I can. I do hope my legacy online will still live on however.

So I’ve top-up my bank account that is linked to my web hosting subscription, which will keep on paying for my blog presence for years to come, even when I’m not around. Yeah I know its morbid, but hey I’m a planner.